Assalamualaikum y'all.... aku da lama x mnulis ni sebenarnya sbb serabut. So arini aku update sbb dah x tahan sgt, xtau nk luahkan kt sape :(
Actually....aku communicate last dgn si sang arjuna ni,ari khamis last week 1.12... Dia ckp kt aku,dia ade keje outstation,pegi sabtu blk ahad... i know him & i know what job that he's doing over there. Tapi aku taktau ape salah dan dosa aku kt dia,tibe2 mood & angin dia berubah start hari sabtu malam,aku approach dia coz i saw him online...but dia wat dekkkk je. Aku just wat bodo jela xnak la fikir bukan2,maybe dia biar je lappy tu on dia bz ke ape...then the next day i saw him online also,malangnya sama jugak.... he keep silence....i dont know y. Aku test,i ask my friend (dlm 2-3 org yg mutual friend dgn dia) approach him,surprise dia reply!
Aku actually ade fb account lg 1...then i approach him,he also reply ( dia taktau yg itu adalah aku)....but the way he communicate with me,mcm dia dpt hidu itu aku...sbb rancak sgt. dulu msa mula2 dia knal aku,mana ada mcm tu...dia biasa2 je...ini borak mcm da knal more than 5 months! huhuhuuuu.... he keep talking about GIRLS..o0o0pss mamat ni dah kenapa?... utk xnak bg dia perasan,aku on both account at the same time. Aku chat gune acc. lg 1,yg my main acc. tu aku tegur dia he just ignored me...i dont know what is my mistake :'(
I beg him for sorry for uncounted times (for no reason/xtau pe salah aku dah buat)...but aku mengalah je begging & begging,nak dia bsuara klu aku ada wat salah cakapla kt aku. Ni senyap je cam kayu....uuuurrrhhh~
But when i asked few people punya opinion,diorang ckp...."he's testing me right now".hmmm btul ke? sbb takde angin takde ribut,knapa nak marah aku plak kan? ape aku buat? aritu bkn main lg chat..borak2 elok2 je,aku siap pesan pi keje elok2, barang2 da pack2 tu jgn lupa bwak...dia ckp ok. See?? now jadi cmni..... so mereka2 ni ckp dia test aku,so im wondering test dari segi apa ye?
But seriously the 1st 2 days dia silence tu i'm crying like hell! of course la takut kan...aku sayang dia sgt2 ok~ i don't wanna lose him,even we just started as a special friend ;(
Ya Allah...pulihkanlah hubungan kami ini.....permudahkanlah segalanya....jauhkanlah kami dari segala anasir2 & hasutan2 yg tidak baik & yang boleh merosakkan hubungan kami Ya Allah. Hanya Kau yang maha mengetahui & melihat segalanya.... aku sayangkan dia :'(
